You can't have your cake and eat it too.

What would you do if i wasn't there?

Song of the moment: High tide or low tide - Ben Harper & Jack Johnson

...i don't wanna cry anymore...

Song of the moment: Vermillion pt. 2 - Slipknot

On pondering a spotless mind.

"Blessed are the forgetful, for they get the better, even of their blunders."

I'm glad that i can remember my life. I wouldn't be the person that i am today, if i didn't have everything in my past to base my future on.



...i'll never forget.

Song of the moment: Change - Deftones

Design like you give a damn.

I found that title on the front page of one of my mothers magazines. It was staring at me as i was in the washroom. I think on the front cover of an interior design magazine, but it immediately spoke to me about life.

I don't think i've been playing a strong enough role in my life lately. I mean, its passing me by, day by day, and i seem to be alright with that. Without figuring anything out. Just riding the waves. I think i'm going to start trying to swim through...

Kallie asked me the other day, where i saw myself in 15 years. Truthfully, i see me...me with me, myself and i. And thats about all i see. I want to see farther. More details. Help me paint the picture. Please. Or at least be patient with me while i choose the colors and round up the supplies.

Ok. Enough bad analagies.

Song of the moment: Track 5 from Jadon Scheme - Graham Tilsley




Sometimes...you need to hear it...
So do i...