I'd get nature in my crannies.

A comment that one of my friends made about his younger brother being more mature than him got me thinking. I also feel that both my younger siblings are more mature than myself. One has her own car (a luxury i have come to believe that i will never be able to indulge in), and the other has a tv, dvd player and game cube in her room. That she paid for. How do i not have anything to show for the money that i earn, which is more than both of them? But thats not the only reason that i find them more mature. They seem more grounded, they know what they want in life, where they're going, they have healthy, mature relationships with people, all things that i can't seem to do, they have achieved. How can this be, when i have been on this earth longer, and should therefore by default, have had more time to figure things out? Maybe younger siblings mature more quickly from a subconscious decision to try and keep up with their older siblings age? Does that even make sense? I don't know, i'm rambling again.
I have too much spare time during the day at school.

Song of the moment: Beating Heart Baby by Head Automatica